oh matt smith<3
peopleessss, i spend most of my time at seans but yeahh.
so its come to light that i have a thyroid condition, which just means more i have to deal with on top of the 4 other medical conditions i’m working through right now. but this could actually be a blessing in disguise-
a hyper thyroid can cause depression, anxiety, weight fluctuation (primarily weight loss), syncope episodes (fainting), mood swings, and insomnia.
so basically, i could get my thyroid levels in balance and see every one of my issues disappear- i could be a happy, healthy, normal person. i wouldnt feel crazy all of the time because I’m honest to god NOT HUNGRY even though i havent eaten, or be up for 72 hours straight. i wouldn’t feel so isolated or be spastic anymore and possibly even nix any and all medications.
i would be on stable ground for the first time in what seems like my entire life. the fact that i’ve believed for years that i’ve had a whole slew of different mental and anxiety disorders, when in reality there’s been an underlying cause this whole time, is the most.. god i dont even have a fucking word for it… the most uplifting news i have heard in a long time.
and i’m so hopeful for what life could be for me after all of this is sorted out.